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Sedikit Curhat di Awal April

Well,. this story will be a bit different from the others here. I'm not really sure whether it'll sound happy or sad, but this one will be one of the most stupid stories that I ever tell.


To start with, a 3 days relationship with a student from Biology Education Department - It's pretty though finally I found that I can't get along with this full-of-lie relationship. We had been lying one each other ever since our first meet. huft,.
The most recent fact I found is that my pair had been in relationship with Kirrai - one of my friends here in UPI,. - Gosh... I can't believe that Kirrai's type will be like my ex.

Then the story continued by 3 days holiday in Garut with Kang Salim, then I met Ades, the one who finally became my 'secret agent' fufufu - I still can't imagine if he finally knows all this things,..
wkwkwk

Then I finally came to my own decision, the one that so far is the most wise decision that I ever made *)Alayisme mode:on.
I finally decided that I won't have any kind of relationship - for today....
urm,.. I mean this year,.

hahaha

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Short Holiday


Well,. even it's just a common trip going back to Garut as I usually do, this time it's a bit special since I went with my beloved senior,. Eca Leem Mubarok,. n_n"

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Hasil bukanlah akhir pencarian

Kodrat manusia sebagai makhluk yang tak pernah puas, entitas yang terus bergerak dengan hati yang berfluktuasi tanpa ritme yang tetap,.
Apa yang telah dicita-citakan, diharapkan, dijadikan tujuan, pada akhirnya hanya berakhir menjadi hal biasa saat hal itu telah ada di genggaman.
Apa yang salah dengan hati ini?
Jiwa yang tak pernah puas mencari


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Serenade

Fluktuasi sepertinya tak pernah berhenti terjadi dalam hati
Sejenak dia terbang,
Dan kini ia telah tergeletak di bumi
Tanpa sadar apa yang sebenarnya tlah terjadi

Lantas apa hubungan ini?
Ikatan hati yang terus dipertanyakan
Tanpa pernah mencoba mengerti
Bahwa ada banyak hal yang tak perlu dipertanyakan

Karena ini murni masalah hati
yang tlah memilih
kamu, beberapa diantara setumpuk manusia
untuk ikut mengisi puluhan, ratusan, bahkan ribuan lembar nasib,
yang kujalani
di dunia ini

Tak peduli berapa kali pun ikatan ini merenggang
Satu hal yang pasti
Meski rapuh, ikatan ini takkan pernah putus

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Refleksi, Introspeksi


Sedikit obrolan dengan Hendra Nurperdana pagi tadi menggelitik hati dan membuka kesadaran lama yang hampir terlupa di benak ini. Keberanian untuk bermimpi dan motivasi yang nampak kurang selama ini kembali jadi pertanyaan yang muncul kini.
Aku yang sekarang ini, ternyata masih belum cukup berusaha untuk meningkatkan potensi diri.

Thanks God, kesadaran ini datang tak terlambat.
Dengan semangat ini, kuharap akan bisa kulalui semua kegundahan tak jelas, semua rasa sedih dan putus asa yang terkadang datang.

Terima kasih pada orang tuaku yang tak pernah berhenti berusaha, yang tak pernah letih mengobarkan api terbesar yang mereka punya untuk menghangatkan hati yang lemah ini. Satu yang akan kubuktikan pada mereka, bahwa anak yang mereka bela dan besarkan dengan susah payah ini takkan mengecewakan jerih payah mereka.

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What the hell?

Yeah,. It's my fault, absolutely,.
Trapped with a bunch of idiots in my life,
Dealing with a lot of stupidity

What do you want from me?
I had just told you
that I'm an ordinary person,
I'm not that silver-bright winged fairy that you adore!
that I am a man, with the same feeling, the same willing

Why do you think that I can accept those things?
Don't you understand how hurt it is to be dumped?

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4th Semester Madness


1st post on this semester, I'm afraid coming with a bit boring story, again, with the same-patterned love story.
I ended up with my pair right in the first day of college, which successfully made me down - in the midst of many problems I have to face now. Huft, it becomes worse after all.
Even though I wasn't really bothered with this problem, it was still a terrible day for me.
However, in this new semester I hope I can be stronger
Wish me luck then!

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